I came across Crystal in a Facebook live video in 2018. I was intrigued and watched at the scheduled time. I watched with anticipation and wonderous eyes. After about 10 minutes of watching her live feed, I realized this woman had a phenomenal gift. A gift that had to be shared.
Crystal led a group of people who needed to hear her message, a group who held on to her every word, for hope, guidance, and healing.
Crystal was there for all of us who needed someone to care for us. As I listened more often, I reached out to her on a personal level I asked her if she would do a personal reading for me, she agreed to do so. That telephone call changed my entire life.
Crystal read for me and told me of things that were already true. I knew she was gifted. How could a complete stranger have known that I was living in an abusive home, with a narcissistic husband? How could this woman know my health failed in many ways? How could she know? We were strangers until that day.
In 2012, I married a man whom I thought I would grow old with. I loved hm on many levels. He was not my soulmate, but, a good man. Years into our marriage, he became controlling with finances, our domicile, and my children. I was a millionaire on paper, and the most miserable woman. I felt controlled, depressed, abandoned emotionally. I had many bad days. I lost my home in foreclosure in 2016, lost my best friend to suicide, our business failed, owing the IRS and local government hundreds of thousands of dollars. I didn’t have a lot going for me. I really needed help. Being a strong woman, has its disadvantages, I didn’t ask for help, and I didn’t allow many people inside my “bubble”. As the struggle became even greater, my son was an addict. He was arrested, and faced many traffic offenses, and legal troubles. I had been a good mom, he was a great child, but, got on the wrong road. I was devastated with his situation. I was married to a deputy sheriff, to add insult to injury.
In found Crystal online, during this time. She became what seemed like my only friend. I was afraid for my mental health, my physical health, and my future. We talked, texted, and became friends. When I had really bad days, I had a lifeline. No judgements, sometimes, discussing with me the abuse I had endured. I really did not know I had been abused. It was just a way of life that I had grown accustomed to. It was my normal.
I spent many hours trying to find my way through the darkness. I attempted suicide twice during the 10 years I was married. The depression was real. It is not in your head, and it is not just something that shakes off with an attitude adjustment. Crystal was always a call away. She helped me discover that life is a game of charades. Sometimes, it leaves you playing a role that you never imagined possible and she has been guiding me thru together we are healing.